A New Meaning

This year Mother's Day has brought on many thoughts, feelings, and really a new meaning. Of course, I'm thinking so much about my own mother and I feel so lucky to have been blessed with such an amazing person in my life. She is currently in California helping my sister who just had a precious new baby boy. I can't wait for the time when she can come help me with my new baby.

This year on Mother's Day, I feel blessed and honored that I will soon be a mother, which to me, is the most sacred calling I will have on this earth. For me, the journey to getting pregnant was different than I ever expected. Although I know there are many people out there that tried longer and are still trying to get pregnant, it definitely took us longer than we expected. It was a time of a lot of sadness and tears. Looking back, I am so grateful for everything I learned and I don't regret one minute of that trial. My only regret is not handling it better. I love everything I learned and it has given me a greater glimpse into what other people have and are still experiencing. I remember feeling sorry for myself and then I would hear about someone else's trial and I would quickly regret those feelings of pity for myself. I wish and hope that every woman who desires can have the chance to be a mother.

Although there have been ups and downs, I have loved every minute of this journey. Yes, the morning sickness has been difficult, but each day it is a reminder that I will be a mother and it is a small price to pay. I guess it is the beginning of the many sacrifices you make as a mother. So to all the mother's, mother's to be, or those hoping to be a mother...Happy Mother's Day!